true wealth

i am so inspired.
i am reconsidering the methods of measuring wealth and success:

"O My servants! Were ye to discover the hidden, the shoreless oceans of My incorruptible weath, ye would, of a certainty, esteem as nothing the world, nay entire creation"
-Baha'u'llah

what wealth is incorruptible and why would we spend time chasing anything else?

i am remembering my roots. my core.
keeping an eye on the horizon. realizing that the "right-now" is but one grain of sand.

much more to think than say

(isn't this the most amazing room?)
im going through a quiet spell.
a period of processing.


minds get tangled but hearts are never confused.
sometimes its hard to know the different between feelings.

i have this song on repeat:

"Bob" by The Dodos:

I've got a lot to prove, I need to tell you
I've played the part of cool, it's what I sell you
I listen good, I listen well
You're old and you have much to tell
So come out of your quiet spell
I know she screams, I know she yells
I've seen it too, I know it well
So while she's gone I'll entertain you

There's not a lot that I could write about you
Your name is Bob, you smoke a pipe, it's what it amounts to
But we're the same, we are one piece
We're victims of the same disease
You deal with her I'll deal with ease
You sit and stare off into space
You've got much more to think of then say
I know you won't but you want to

You spend your time you spend my life stuck in your room
I take it hard because I tried to get you out to
To have a stroll, to have a talk
About your world, about the laws
That keep you stuck, that keep you locked
I know it's hard for you to change
Before we part our separate ways
You need to know, I understand you



its really beautiful. life is. still is. silence is.
i am taking slow, deep breaths.

this weekend i would really like to be outside. take some pictures. explore.